So much in my mind! 😣💕 Need to write down every single object that is mine + those we by law need to agree of (that was inquired while living together).. Plus our daughters stuff and so on.. Uhuu.. How am I suppose to remember how many duplos is in her room that is my sons? 😪😪 This would have been so much easier if he just could act like an adult. 😪
Then we could just sit there "of you take this, is it cool if I take this".. Ive told him that I just want my shit, and then we could end this forever. Never speak again (Except important things about our daughter) but no, he refuses.
He just have to fight about everything.. And yes, I am freaking stupid to feed these fights.. But to be honest.. I need to.
I cant just walk away from my belongings, my kids stuff, my kids, the reputation of being a psycho addict and liar.
I cant walk away from everything, with nothing left.
So yes, I am stupid for feeding the fights.
Because everytime he accuses me of something, he destroys everything.
He has already taken it all..
Now I want it back.
And right now, Im done being the one who says or do nothing.
I want my stuff, I want what Im entitled to, I want my kids, I want my right, I want the truth, I want to never worry about him again, I want to live and I want justice in all this.
Even tough I want to scream out the thruth to the world, I wont.
Every thing has its place.
So sitting and defend or talk about what he've done on social media.. It does nothing. I dont search for sympaty.. I search for what could make me live my life again.
But just to add one thing, for those checking up on me for his sake.. One thing he accuses me for.. Well, he did that while I was pregnant. I can confess shit like that, but I had to figure out for over a year what he done.
So.. With that said.
Crossing my fingers for some things, and cant wait to see some others, and fear some. But I feel better today 💕
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